just got back from wandering around my city with my friends. it was really fun tho, because we barely see each other again after we passed the national examination.
I've been thinking a lot these days, simply about everything and especially things that bother me a lot. everybody that I care so much about seems quiet happy with their lives now. finding love, living their dreams, finding job they desire the most, going everywhere the want, doing anything they can't do before and much more. I actually am happy to see that.
maybe someday there's someone who cares enough to ask me about that.
I mean, unlike me. I'm not that happy of who or what I am now, I don't know. like, there's something's missing. I get simply everything I need, I can do whatever the hell I wanna do, even my illnesses can't stop me but still, I never found even a thing that makes me happy. I don't know what can make myself happy, everything seems so dull to me. there's always something that keeps me on the back of the line, never let me be free. and I think, I might be somebody's happiness but still, I have't found mine.
while playing: The Fray's You Found Me on repeat.
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